The hardest thing I’ve ever done

To say goodbye to my fading sun

You were my life and breath as well

So Now I will longer tell

How much I love the way you are

In my eyes you were my star

I should have left it at the start

But couldn’t escape the way my heart

I felt as though it could be saved

And to be loved is what I craved

But I was wrong and you were right

I was blind without my sight

As the darkness encloses me

I only hope that I will see

The errors that I made this time

I hope it wasn’t such a crime

Ill at ease you must have felt

With all the words that you were dealt

I never meant to go so far

I shouldn’t have done it because you are

Too good for what I’ve put you through

I really hope you only knew

How wrong I feel about the way

I chose the words I was to say

I lost my friend, a selfish act

I should have known how you’d react

I’m sorry for the things I’ve done

I now move on to whats to come

Please don’t hate me for how I did

Mistreat our friendship like a kid

If you decide to shut me out

I’ll understand without a doubt.

But hopefully time will heal

Our friendship that I tried to steal.