I’m hiding behind a wall of confusion

I try to complete this total illussion

But something is burning just like a fire

Deep inside is a secret desire

 

I can’t approach you cause I don’t know how

I put up a barrier evertime your close now

I’m wanting to hold you and take you away

But my heart is frightened of going astray

 

I’m hiding behind a wall of confusion

I try to complete this total illussion

But something is burning just like a fire

Deep inside is a secret desire

 

My different sides just won’t connect

I wish I knew how I could be more direct

I fall at the hurdles everytime

And I have no confidence that you will be mine

 

I’m hiding behind a wall of confusion

I try to complete this total illussion

But something is burning just like a fire

Deep inside is a secret desire

 

Some don’t believe that I can be so shy

And all they can do is to wonder why

I fall apart when my heart starts to turn

But I am so scared that I’ll always get burned

 

I’m hiding behind a wall of confusion

I try to complete this total illussion

But something is burning like a fire

Deep inside is a secret desire

 

A fear of rejection plays in my head

But I only travel the way that I’m led

I frighten myself with the way that I feel

Scared that the wounds will never heal

 

I’m hiding behind a wall of confusion

I try to complete this total illussion

But something is burning like a fire

Deep inside is a secret desire