I’m getting tired of myself and I don’t understand

What I feel anymore and just what my feelings demand

I am searching for peace but can find only war

I look at myself and wonder what this is for

I can’t hold on, but I can’t let go

I can’t decide if it’s fast or it’s slow

I’m so mixed up that I’m falling apart

I need to throw away this broken heart

What pushed me forward now just drags me back

I concentrate on all the things that I lack

I’m going insane as I search through my mind

Cause I’m searching for things that I know I can’t find

I can’t hold on, but I can’t let go

I can’t decide if it’s fast or it’s slow

I’m so mixed up that I’m falling apart

I need to throw away this broken heart

The world celebrates on Valentines Day

But now all I want is to hide myself away

It should have been special for both of us

But now there’s no one to make a fuss

I can’t hold on, but I can’t let go

I can’t decide if it’s fast or it’s slow

I’m so mixed up that I’m falling apart

I need to throw away this broken heart